Captains Blog 0028 | caroli9's Blog

It has been quite a long journey ... and yet I feel I have not moved forward ... I drift through time and yet I have not moved from where I started from.

Thinking this was some sort of space/time problem I searched through my Blog and various other writings and by all accounts I should be somewhere.

I had tried to talk to Admiral but since Princess Blisters arrival the communication between the Space Station Parental and my Ship has been ... somewhat difficult.

As I have not fulfilled my mission to Pilot the S.S.Commodore it has been viewed as yet another failure on my part.

Admiral & Princess Blister have pushed the Captain to the point where I exploded with a Verbal Assault on them both.

I fear that I may have altered the very path of my future by doing so.

As i sit at my desk i ponder my fate and future. I was angry that they could dissect my life so easily and re-arrange it all with such ease ...

the jigsaw puzzle that was my life was laid out before me and it angered me that they felt they had the right to do so. 

They know not of my pain....

am I just a puzzle for them to solve in seconds?  There must be pleasure in doing so.

They days have gone since then.... they have forgotten.... I ... Captain ... have not.

 I don't think I ever will.

Captain Out.